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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.
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It’s been a full year now, since that crash…

Miss my baby still. This ZHP’s faster, rarer, etc. but it’s still not a lot of other things.

What’s funny is that the oil/coolant/gasoline/etc. that leaked out that night is still visible - the patch of dirt that it leaked all over is still super dark compared to the nearby area. Pretty sure if I lit wick over it, it’d burn all night.

Fobs

Me at a new coffeeshop in DB for the first time:

Me: What do you recommend? It’s my first time here.

Cashier:…..coffee or…?

Me: Sure, coffee. What would you recommend?

Cashier: Ok so one regular coffee?

Me:………………….no. One tall vanilla latte. Iced.

Overpriced Starbucks knockoff but at least they’re open til midnight and is quieter…..just Korean fobs everywhere but that’s it.

dear lawd.
Some girl in class had so much makeup on, she straight up looked like a mad clown. Mad cause even with all that on, she was frowning and mad dogging people.

And now the students behind me noticed and are saying her cheeks are clown red but eye shadow is unicorn punk.

Anyway…back to pretending like the professor understands her own PPTs.

School vs money

Despite what my coworkers, friends, and even family think, I’ve been on my own and still am.

Yes I own a BMW and appear as if I’m pampered but:
1) it’s because my first car got totaled that insurance paid me enough to buy this current car clean and even.
2) I just take good care of myself.

With 3rd year classes come the heavy shit: major/career-focused topics that require more time and effort in order to get a good grade in the class. I already procrastinate a lot and have lost a lot of mental focus so this is hard on me already.

But now, with absolutely 0 financial support from parents, I’ll need to seriously cut back and either work on weekdays or sell my car.

1) Working on weekdays would do the trick but that’d mean I’m dead in class. Because work is roughly 3:00PM - 11:00PM (sometimes earlier, sometimes way later) and I wake up every day at 5AM for 7AM classes. This basically means I’m going to see a drop in grades and in my health.

2) Sell my car: my pride and joy. With all the modifications, time, and money spent on it. Would mean I’m set for the next 12 months guaranteed but I’d have to live with downgrading to some other car. Nobody likes downgrading in any aspect, so….this is always a viable last resort.

For now, I’m fine. The car crash that could have killed me last year didn’t, and honestly it’s been the best thing that’s happened to me. I’m going to be getting about $4,000 out of it in a week or so and it got me the car I have now.

It still makes me smile every time someone says they know I don’t need anything, don’t have bills to pay, etc. Everybody makes assumptions but nobody bothers to think they may be wrong because they’re always right, right?

Health insurance is a luxury that I might have to knock off soon. $250 per month is ridiculous and I know there’s cheaper rates out there but I’d rather save even that $$$ and put it towards other things. Like rent, gas, and food, unavoidable expenses.

Passed and sped by a red FRS. Lowered, wheels, exhaust, huge spoiler, stickers/decals everywhere.

He didn’t take off so it must’ve been all show no go. That or he’s got some FI under the hood but is the most boring driver ‘cause that was a nice straight uphill drive.

Heard a bunch of noise coming out the ass end so maybe I was right, just show. Real cars make noise too - just from the front end not the rear :)

Jk. No hate for FRS/BRZs.

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