There’s this dude in a couple of my classes who always has a face that says, “I’m going to kill you.”

Never seen someone look so pissed and angsty 24/7

Just got off work. Working two jobs now, BCRH on Fridays and weekends and BPRH on weekdays.

Mom is out of town so had to go over to her place to feed the fatass (cat).
She was born in the house we had a while back and it sucks seeing her now. Both ears are collapsed from surgery - infections. Gave her food, she didn’t eat it. Didn’t drink any water either. Picked her up, and she’s super lightweight now….it sucks to see her there since it’s a small place and she doesn’t have the room she needs to be able to run around and roam, get some exercise. The life from her eyes is gone.

This is why I don’t visit, even though I love animals.

And here I am, off working a second job when I’ve got 3 classes back-to-back tomorrow starting at 7AM. Need to pay the bills…..

It fucking sucks to see how everyone is now. Dad’s literally thousands of miles away, haven’t seen him in I don’t know how long, but he likes it there and isn’t coming back. Mom’s living alone and unhappy with life. Brother’s younger and living on his own too, dropped out of school and is lazy so he can’t pay his bills.

And here I am, the only one who’s about to surpass everyone else in education by (almost) graduating college in a year or so but at what cost? Living alone is fine, I’m cut out for that, was since I was little, but the assholes in life still bother me.

Main reason why I got this second job, to potentially replace my first one. The OG coworkers used to be hardworking and chill but one by one they’ve left and have been replaced with newbies. The ones who stayed….well, they’re shitty. I haven’t worked longer than most of them, but I know when someone’s fucking lazy and not pulling their own weight.

Doesn’t look like I’ll be staying here at this other job for long though. I’m not fob enough and the manager isn’t as chill as my other ones.

Going to be fucking tired 24/7 from now on, and finals are next week so I’ll be fucking stressed out too.

Life sucks. Besides the bills though, I will definitely be doing the one true thing I love in life: modifying my car.

Which is funny since everyone looks at it and don’t know me but still automatically assume that I’m a fucking baller or living with my parents or somehow, mommy and daddy are funding him (yeah right, I haven’t laid eyes on the both of them at the same time in over half a decade).

In the end, it doesn’t matter. Might sound pretentious but fact is, I know I’m better than these fools. Full-time student, working two jobs, living alone, and I WILL graduate. The biggest FUCK YOU to all the assholes and haters is me finishing college on time (in 4-5 years max), having the car I have and moving on to a legit career and out of this restaurant biz while supporting myself.

psychoticmist:

if you ever feel bad about yourself remember that george bush was once informed that 4 brazilian people were killed in iraq and he responded ‘how many is a brazilian’

LOL

Random dude in my class just emailed me saying he needs help with the project that’s due tmr.

The only way you can find someone’s email is to stalk their profile on the college portal…..’cause I don’t list that email anywhere besides there.

Eh….told him what to do. Will help but I ain’t sending anyone my answers or giving anything out…..for free at lea$t. :)

Jk.